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i dont kno what else to do.......
okay its march 16 and today me and kody have decided to "take a break" not completely break up but just spend some time apart from eachother. okay this saturday it would have been 5 months. and im only 14 and hes ready for this like reallllll realationship and i dont kno if i am and plus hes been here at my house living with me so its like we have no time to miss one another and i dont kno i think if we didnt take this break id end up hating him and i dont want to hate him....kuz i love him i really do LOVE HIM!!! i just dont kno what to do im heart broken but i think it was the right thing to do...i dont kno but i feeelll s0o0o0o0oo0o0o0oo0 sick right now like im gonna barf and i have a huge migrain cuz ive pretty much been crying for 2½-3 hours tonight. i need some sleep!
My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
just another night...
so its saturday february 21,2004 and instead of my loving boyfriend being with me hes out and about with his homeiez which isnt completely horrible. okay not horrible at all...the worst part is is that i miss him terribly ya i kno im obbsessed you dotn have to tell me. but really i mean i love him and all but since hes living with me we fight about EVERYTHING! we always make up but its stressful on me im mean id rather him be here than out on the streets yes thats for sure but its kinda okward that hes here all the time ya kno like me being 14 and having my boyfriend living with me doesnt it just sound weird?? i mean i love it that hes here but i mean i cant throw my hissy fits like i used to! and that makes me mad cuz i dont kno how to use my anger n e more i dunno i guess im kinda overexaggerating a bit but hey i am a 14 year old girl....isnt that what im suppost ot do? i dunno....
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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WOWZERS
omg i have not written in here in like 11000000002556455525 years so here i ham...its president day and im here at home with kody (my fadre is sleeping) and well a lot of drama has been going on i guess you could say but its that drama that you dont really kno that its drama and then when you figure it out ur like wait that was drama.....so yes theres drama but im not quite sure what it is! so n e ways im gonna try to wrute in here more!! love you peeps!
What Snack Food are You? (With Cool Pics!!)
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:-)
so i havent writtin in here for hell days! but not a lot has been going on! i mean me and kody are still together everythigns okaty with me and my friends no drama for me and what can i say i like it that way. we have liek 4 days of school left til Xmas break then 2 weeks off!! WOOO HOOOO!! im going snowboarding i guess in like one week then im just planing on chillin with frineds!!! sounds like a blast huh?
Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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*sigh*
so yesterday im sitting on the computer and i git this im....from who other than nathan! and i told him to leave me alone that i didnt want to talk to him. so after i sayd that i was a bitch according to him but what ever! then today he ims me again and i tell him to leave me alone and i dont want to talk to him then he askes me why what ever we had is over...and i told him that if i tried being his friedn again i could lose one of the most important things in my life...*kody* and well thats the last thing i want. hes my world....my everything. and so i told nathan good bye for ever because yeah i guess i wouldnt mind being his friend but if that means losing kody than i wouldnt even consider it! kody means to much to me! and yeah kody got mad when i told him nathan imed me but i guess he had a right to be. but i just want that fued to end nathans gone out of the 209 and well i hope it stays that way!!
You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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today is just another day...i finally got carinas address so i sent her a shit load of letters i hope her mom doesnt read these like she read her diary! i am really not that fond of her mom!she bugs me she keeps carina on a leash and doesnt let her leave her sight like if she comes over here she thinks were gonna go git high or git drunk! or sumthing! her mom is dumb! so me and kody have been together for 1month and 4days. exciting eh? but the winter cotillion is on december 12 i think im just going with my friends fuck dates! i got my dress and everything and christmas is coming up...i need some money bad! but ey i already kno half of my presents! kody keeps asking me what i want for christmas i keep telling him nothing but he doesnt believe me! oh well i still have to figure out what im gonna git him...
BorEd
so today i spent all day on the soccer feild watchin my cousins play. man i really miss playing i think i will next year! yes i think i will! but yeah on thursday was me n kodys one month! yippee!! but yeah me n abby are starting to chill again i like that carinas gone and well me n ashlee are gitting close again so life still sux but its gittin better!! so school starts on december1 i dont want to go back!! oh well i guess i have to huh...?
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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so i just took this finding nemo thinng i love that movie!
Okay there ya go Danielle!love ya!and by the way Kody dont worry about what you see on here it was all in the past okay worry about the future. <3 Abbstro <3
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